Miss Emi

What do you do when something is running after you, slowly coming closer, and you despise it.
How do you controll your feelings. Why is it so hard to ignore.
It´s like you always see the flaws in you and not the good, it´s the same with the things around you, hard to ignore the things you want to ignore, and you ignore the things not worth ignoring.
And this importunate is pushing you down, deep in a black hole, everything is disappearing, the road under you, the sky above you, your toughts, your feelings, your like a stick, just standing there, freezed.
Its controlling you now, you don´t know whats reality or not, the only thing on your mind is that anxiety, disturbing you. Slowly growing bigger and bigger, like a lie turning into a labyrinth that has no start or end, entangled in it self.
The only way to come out is the truth, and it is there, deep inside you, but neather your mind or the something whos running after you wont let it out, it´s eating your pain.
It´s a one way out, keep yourself on the right way, don´t take sideways.